serenityninja

My heart I lay bare for one and all to see, Within my heart there's pain, it runs rampant and free throughout my veins. Alongside pain is its brother sorrow and together they cause my heart an unsurmountable amount of trouble. Pain and sorrow have nearly accomplished their goal of breaking my heart and crippling my soul. Many years I have fought to contain them inside blocking the thoughts that keep them alive. But those memories have come to the forefront of my minds eye giving life to that which was locked inside. Now from within I am forced to my knees as I beg and plead for them to leave. Together they work to break me apart t

Whilst in my arms you faded away, leaving me behind, alone, with nothing but memories. You were the light in this dark world of mine, The spark that brought happiness to mine eyes. Why? Oh why was it you and not me? The fault for your death lies with me alone . This I know to be true. For this sin I know I must atone.

You have eyes but you do not see the the pain within mine, You have ears but you do not hear the sorrow that resonates in my voice, You have a mouth but comforting words do not pass your lips to ease the sadness and stop the madness. ~Serenity Ninja~

Within your eyes I see the pain, the sorrow that is eating your soul away. In your mind you stand alone, too broken for anyone to hold. Your heart beats, but you are not alive. You're not but a shadow and all your tears have long since dried ~Serenity Ninja~

We all have our moments, We all have our days, where our misery and loss cannot be kept at bay. The flame of hope in our hearts dwindles to not but a flicker, A flicker that the demons in our mind  could put out with not but a whisper. A whisper that promises pain and loss to consume our hearts and leave it with not but darkness ~Serenity Ninja~